samantha s.

2011-02-18T13:50:00.003+08:00

时间的错误，

让我能呆在宝贝身边整整一个星期，

很幸福。

有宝贝在身边，

真好。

xoxo

2011-02-17T13:53:00.000+08:00

从宝贝的电脑里，

发现了许多我的照片，

许多我很久都没有想起的照片。

很怀念。。

到底，

从以前到现在，

我变了多少？

想念以前简单的日子。

想念以前单纯的人。

现在，

人心难测。

xoxo

2011.

2011-02-10T22:36:00.000+08:00

It's already 2011.

This blog had been abandoned by me for such long time.

Looking back in year 2010,

there is nothing interesting.

There's up and down in the previous year,

however, I manage to get my arse to Year 3 Semester 3.

I am finally a final year student, a senior.

FYP is being the biggest obstacle before my graduation holiday.

Hoping everything will be fine this semester.

Graduating on May, attending convocation on August is the biggest aim of mine.

Resolution of year 2011?

Getting a satisfied results.

Getting a good job.

The starting of my working life.

I have no idea.

Looking forward to it though.

xoxo

2011-01-01T13:59:00.000+08:00

I realised there is no JANUARY 2011 at the history list of mine.

So I decided to just add a post on January to make my list perfect =D

xoxo

2010-12-01T08:57:00.002+08:00

It's December.

To be actual, week 7 of my Year 3 semester 2.
Seriously?
I feel like I am still in week 1.

My blog is so dead. =(
But all the posts that are in the draft box have no pictures to be inserted.

I hope Eric gives me all the pictures fast. =(
I must keep my blog alive.

wtf.

xoxo

2010-11-22T17:21:00.001+08:00

惹事生非，
真的那么好玩吗？

有时候，
真的不明白你们这些人的头脑是装什么。

装的是草吗？

能不能用你的头脑好好想啊？

不要再把我的大学生活搞得一塌糊涂了。
真的好烦！

好想快点毕业，
然后离开这鬼地方。

我，
还是比较适合城市的生活。

xoxo

my 21st turning point.

2010-11-19T20:19:00.006+08:00

I am sorry for being 'lost' for such a long time.

On 25th October 2010,
the precious people of my life gave me a little birthday surprise.

Well, I actually cried.
So touched.

Strawberries from the bitchy bitch !

My birthday cake.

Me.
Being ugly cause not knowing they are gonna come.

Baby on phone.
So a picture with my darling boy is a must. =)

I have a bunch of really awesome friends that was here for me on that day.

I was really happy and glad to see all of you people ! =)

The traditional way to settle a cake =D

After that, I had my second celebration.
Thanks to Baby and his housemates.

I had Secret Recipe's cheese cake and another special slice of blueberry cheese from Baby himself.

Although there was no big celebration this year,
but having a bunch of awesome friends to surprise me,
that is more than enough.

Also, with the accompany of baby,
that was the biggest celebration to me.

Thank you for everything.

I heart you people !

xoxo

fml.

2010-11-18T23:59:00.003+08:00

Hello blog.

I miss you a lot.

I have been really busy for the past 5 weeks.

Actually what have I been doing?

Being back stab?

Paying back to what they have done to me?

Poking people's ass?

Nothing.

I have been really busy slacking for the past 5 weeks.

I need a life.

A normal one.

And I meant it.

I need to study for finals.

fml.

xoxo

2010-11-12T22:50:00.001+08:00

原来，

我的无理取闹，
我的任性，

已经到了一个无可忍耐的地步。

我的任性，
我的无理取闹，

已经到了一个连我自己也不能原谅自己的地步。

xoxo

2010-10-18T14:37:00.003+08:00

Hello Kampar.

Bye Home.

=)

Hope my Year 3 Semester 2 will be a good one ahead.

xoxo

[ day 916 ]

october.

2010-10-11T00:18:00.002+08:00

October.

11 days had past and yet,
nothing happy happened.

This is the worst October in my life.

I wish this misery will end soon.

I dislike this month.

[ day 909 ]

xoxo

2010-10-10T23:32:00.002+08:00

Looking back at the past few days,
I realised,

I still hate this place.

I wanna get out of here as soon as possible.

Save. Me.

[ day 908 ]

xoxo

i wish.

2010-10-08T23:54:00.000+08:00

I wish I am graduating tomorrow,
Then I will be able to leave home.

I wish I have a house on my own,
Then I do not even need to stay at this place.

I wish I have the guts to fight back,
Then I would not have to be afraid everyday.

I wish,
Baby will take me away one day.

Then,
I would not have to be here anymore.

[ day 906 ]

xoxo

家。

2010-10-06T14:24:00.002+08:00

不在家的时候，
我总会想家，
想爸爸，想妈妈。

有时候，
为了见他们一面，
陪陪他们度过一个星期天，
我会从金宝回来。

可是，
这三个星期的假期，
让我发现，
其实我并不爱家。

我，
甚至开始讨厌家。

我讨厌那不公平的对待，
我讨厌那无理取闹的环境。

妈妈说，
她做的所有事情，
都是为我好。

是如此吗？

我要的不是物质上的满足，
更不是向你索取用不完的金钱。

我要的只不过是你静静地听我讲心事，
并好好地给与忠告。

而不是为了小毛两三条，
就把我骂得狗血淋头。

我，
现在只想离开。

不想再为家的事而烦。

家，
不是我想处于的地方。

[ day 904 ]

xoxo

不能，不甘。

2010-10-05T15:08:00.003+08:00

有时候我都会在想，
这个年代的社会，
重男轻女的想法还是存在的吗？

我觉得，
在我家还是存在着的。

虽然妈妈都没有过分地重男轻女，
但是，
有许多事还是把弟弟放在第一位。

我不喜欢这样的想法。

我不喜欢拿弟弟来比较，
可是，
人的心态就是这样。

不知不觉中，
我还是会为自己的‘不被应许’感到不开心。

我，
还是会想家。

我，
也会时时刻刻都在想，
如何能让妈妈开心。

但是我发现，
无论我多努力，
无论我放了多少心思，
都不会让妈妈对我刮目相看。

我花钱买我需要的东西，
她会说是浪费。

弟弟花钱买不切实际的东西，
她会说 “弟弟用的是自己钱，不要管他”。

我说我要和朋友出去吃饭，看戏，喝茶，
她会说我不粘家，
每天乱跑。

弟弟每天放学就和朋友这里去哪里去，
每个星期都和朋友喝茶喝到两三点，
她却会说 “弟弟在家没有东西做，让他去啦”。

我的车，
有时候我要出去，
我还得问弟弟他需不需要用车。

妈妈的一句
“你弟弟要用车，你要出去就叫朋友来载”
我就得把所有的计划推迟。

为什么？
为什么她总把弟弟放在第一位？

为什么就连我！
无论做任何事，
都必须把弟弟放在第一位？

我已经很累了。
我不想我的生活再围绕着我的弟弟而转。

我不再是那个要讨好妈妈，
而处处让着弟弟的女孩了。

最近都有个想法，
我不想再呆在这个家了。

我不能，
不甘愿呆在这里了。

[ day 903 ]

xoxo

21岁的我。

2010-10-03T23:29:00.002+08:00

今天,
妈妈问我,
为什么18岁的生日搞得那么隆重,
却在21岁生日时,
想静静地过呢?

我当时也在想,
对啊,
为什么呢?

很奇怪，
我想,
应该是因为今年的生日,
有宝贝陪在我身边。

过去所有的生日，
因害怕独自一个人过，
所以会想尽办法让所有人陪我度过。

今年，
身边有了爱我的宝贝，
我不会再害怕独自过生日了。

因为我知道，
从今以后，
都会有那么一个爱我的人记得我的生日。

无论今年的生日是如何度过，
只要有宝贝在身边，
哪怕是只有一个小蛋糕，
我也心满意足了。

盛大的生日会？
不再重要了。

有谁记得我的生日？
也不再重要了。

因为，
我有宝贝。
=）

[ day 901 ]

xoxo

2010-10-02T09:52:00.002+08:00

Sleeping real late and waking up real early.
It never appear in my schedule for such a long time !

Baby started his internship yesterday,
I suddenly feel so bored without anyone talking to me.

Everyone is having a wonderful holiday I guess.
And as for those interns,
all are starting to sleep early and wake up early like I used to be.

Seeing only a few person online on my msn list,
it makes me wonder why I'm such a boring person.

All I do throughout the whole holiday is to stay home.
And oh, cleaning my room over and over again.

Yesterday,
staying in my room with the air-con on,
I watched 14 episodes of Ghost Whisperer straight.

Damn,
seriously,
am I gonna continue doing the same thing for the rest of my sem break?

fml.
I need to find something to spice up my days.

[ day 900 ]

xoxo

十月之情。

2010-10-01T23:04:00.001+08:00

不知不觉，
就已经是十月了。

时间真的过得很快。
还有25天就21岁了。

21岁的我，
应该开始为自己的未来打算了。

21岁了，
不可以再孩子气了。

[ day 900 ]

xoxo

我人生的不可缺。

2010-09-30T23:16:00.003+08:00

不知不觉，
这个部落格整整陪了我3年。

生活里的起起落落，
就只有部落格最清楚。

有时候真的在想，
把部落格结束掉吧。

可是，
到后来，
还是不舍得了。

部落格已成为我人生中重要的一份。

虽然它不会回应我，
可是，
他却是我不开心时，
最想诉苦的对象。

在不开心的时候，
想到的竟然不是朋友，
也不是家人，
而是一个不会给与我回应的“它”。

其实到现在，
我的生活里，
朋友，
真的有那么重要吗？

对，
朋友还是重要的。

可是却告诉过自己，
无论别人对你多好，
对你是那么重要，
都别看得太重。

人，
还是会离开的。

人，
朋友，
都是有不在你身边的一天。

无论我的人生有多少个过客，
部落格，
永远在我的心里有个位置的。

宝贝部落格，
祝你三岁生日快乐。
谢谢你陪在我身边的日子。

[ day 898 ]

xoxo

你不知道的事

2010-09-28T22:19:00.000+08:00

很久很久，
都没有真正地喜欢一首歌。

最近，
听见王力宏的新歌，
就迷上了他的一首歌。

“你不知道的事”

简单的歌词，
可是却可以让人感动。

我听了又听，
越听越喜欢。

心想，
如果是以前的我，
一定会掉眼泪。

如此忧郁的歌，
一定会令我想起不开心的事。

可是，
现在我拥有了幸福，
一切一切都变得美好了。

王力宏的
“你不知道的事”
真得很感动。

蝴蝶眨几次眼睛才学会飞行
夜空洒满了星星但几颗会落地

我飞行但你坠落之际
很靠近还听见呼吸
对不起我却没捉紧你

你不知道我为什么离开你
我坚持不能说放任你哭泣
你的泪滴像倾盆大雨
碎了满地在心里清晰

你不知道我为什么狠下心
盘旋在你看不见的高空里
多的是你不知道的事

宝贝，
这首歌真的很好听，
而且我觉得比你介绍的歌好听！
=D

[day 896 ]

xoxo

happy holiday.

2010-09-24T19:46:00.002+08:00

Year 3 semester 1 officially ended yesterday,
after the last paper.

Advanced PR Writing was a so-so paper.

Crisis Management was a really good paper.

Theories, Roles and Models was the best paper among all 5 subjects.

Creative Strategy for Advertising was the worst paper of whole semester.

Culture and Communication was a sucky paper.

Anyways, Happy Holiday !

See all of you on October 18 !

[ day 892 ]

xoxo

可以吗？

2010-09-15T15:46:00.003+08:00

昨晚没睡好。
失眠了。

躺在床上，
从两点打滚到四点。

躺在沙发上，
看着电脑，看着面子书。

打着部落格，
想着你。

再看看 msn 表，
看看时间，早上8点了。

告诉自己，
必须要睡了。

再看看时间，
9点了，雨也开始下了。

在沙发躺到下午12点，
醒了。

进了房间，
与你通了电话。

哭着哭着，
把眼睛哭累了。

好不容易又入睡，
到现在才刚刚醒。

睡醒了，
哭也哭饱了。

我们之间的问题，
解决了吗？

我，
可以当什么都没发生过吗？

宝贝，
原谅我了吗？

他，
开心了吗？

[ day 883 ]

xoxo

2010-09-15T06:02:00.001+08:00

早上6 点了。

除了对自己的部落格谈心，
我真得不知道该做些什么。

应该把电话开了吗？
应该打回电话给你吗？

我不知道，
真的不知道。

拿着书本，
看着看着，
却想起你了。

还有心读书吗？
暂时，
没有。

完全没有。

[ day 883 ]

xoxo

我们之间。

2010-09-15T04:57:00.001+08:00

今晚，
失眠了。

心烦，心乱。

时间一秒一秒地过，
一分一分地过。

看看时间，
才发现已经是凌晨 4.48 了。

打开我的msn表，
发现没有一个可以诉苦的人。

居然没有多少个可以谈心的对象，
五根手指头都数的清。

才发现，
原来，我朋友不多。

想起在另外一方的你，
让整个夜晚显得更加寂寞。

相信今晚宝贝也没能睡好，
一定也在烦着一样的事情吧。

我，不是故意的。
只是不想为了不会发生的事情而跟你争吵。

因为我知道，
吵下去，我们一定会不开心。

与其泪流满脸，
不如让对方都冷静。

冷静之后，
再把问题慢慢地解决。

宝贝，
我知道把电话关了会把你急坏。

但是，
除了如此，我不知道该让你冷静了。

身为一个女朋友，
我失败了吗？

我，
真的彻彻底底地失败了。

宝贝，
无论发生什么事，

我都会在你身边，
不会离你而去。

因为，
我相信我们的爱情。

虽然没有像别人如此地爱到轰轰烈烈，
但是，我们拥有属于我们自己的简单爱。

宝贝，
相信我好吗？

你所担心的东西，
真的，真的，不会发生的。

我需要你的信任，
来坚持我们这段感情。

宝贝，
相信我，
好吗？

[ day 883 ]

xoxo

2010-09-15T04:00:00.000+08:00

我，
给于不了安全感。

我，
失败了。

让宝贝一次又一次地为我烦，
真该死。

宝贝，
对不起。

[ day 883 ]

xoxo

the exam trauma.

2010-09-09T12:00:00.002+08:00

Exam is in a week's time.
I am having a miserable study week.
A really miserable one.

Can't wait for exam to start and to end.
I seriously hate holding notes and memorising stuffs,
which I know I will forget right after I sat for the paper.

The boyfriend is being a really hardworking student.
Study since morning till lunch time.
Continue studying after lunch time.
Study before dinner and after dinner.

How can I adapt to this hardworking 'culture'?
How I wish hardworking or even cleverness can be spread.
So I would find someone to spread all these 'diseases' to me.

I have been real stress, or not.
I don't know.
I just know that I have to finish everything by exam.
For what?

Just for a effing C or D on my result slip.
People like me cannot afford to get A or 4.0
Well, only in my dreams.

Looking at those theories and models that I can't even understand,
it really makes me wanna cry.

Now, I shall start crying again.

kthxbai.

[ day 877 ]

xoxo

2010-08-31T12:56:00.000+08:00

Had a belated birthday celebration with baby yesterday.
Here.

With the favourite.
This.

And this.

And this.

And this.

And a lot more.

Baby, this is the first time I celebrate your birthday for you,
and I hope you like it.
I promise, if I am given the chance,
I would wanna celebrate your following years birthday with you.
By your side.

Darling, Happy 21st Birthday !

I <3 you, Baby !

[ day 868 ]

xoxo

my city baby. T.T

2010-08-21T17:34:00.002+08:00

My car is dented with scratches.
And the paint is off. =(

I am emo.
Heartache. T.T

- end of story. -

[ day 858 ]

xoxo

the week.

2010-08-13T10:29:00.003+08:00

Hello Hello.
Past two weeks had been really busy.

However, we did manage to have a break and went for trip.
To Penang.

I shall do the post when I am more free.

Anyways, Vicki is coming to Kampar today.
Hello Vicki !!!!!

I hope you don't feel bored here.

And I am missing the boyfriend a lot.

I miss the moment when we were at Penang. =(

[ day 850 ]

xoxo

i had mine.

2010-08-08T00:33:00.000+08:00

I had my fun.

I had my trip.

I had my boyfriend.

over the weekend.

now, it is time to go back to reality.

Seriously, it is a crisis now.

[ day 845 ]

xoxo

my man. =)

2010-08-02T20:56:00.004+08:00

There is nothing much to be said, except that,

I have the best bf ever. =)

A boyfriend that tolerates me, accepts all my flaws and embrace my good.

How much can I ask for ?

Thank you baby,
for being with me.
All those things you did for me,
really warmth my heart.

I'm so glad that I found you, darling.

I <3 you so ~~damn fucking~~ much !

[ day 839 ]

xoxo

my taiwan trip.

2010-08-02T19:31:00.002+08:00

Hmm..
I realised Angeline had updated her blog, on our Taiwan trip.

Please proceed to her blog for further details. LOL

http://with-lov3-at.blogspot.com/2010/08/blog-post.html

p/s: lazy to update lar =(

[ day 837 ]

xoxo

my august.

2010-08-02T19:21:00.002+08:00

Hello people.
It's August.

July has passed and it was not really a good one.
I am sure my August will be a better one.

1st of July, I would like to say

'HAPPY 1ST YEAR ANNIVERSARY '

to my beloved kor and my dai sou.

Upcoming event,

Penang trip !

with the important peoples in my life ! <3

Can't wait.

[ day 837 ]

xoxo

2010-07-23T23:19:00.002+08:00

Hello people.
There is nothing much to be told today. =)

Except that,
I am going to have my one and only midterm for this semester TOMORROW !
Advanced PR Writing.

Hope it is gonna be an easy one for all of us!

Good Luck peeps.
All the best.

p/s: darling, i miss you. <3

[ day 829 ]

xoxo

a getaway.

2010-07-19T12:02:00.008+08:00

I had a great Saturday with the precious people in my circle.

A simple lunch at

with them,

them,

and them,

and of course,
not missing out the love of my life ! <3

I just love having them around me. =)

[ day 825 ]

xoxo

mei ling and i.

2010-07-18T20:02:00.001+08:00

This is Mei Ling and I during our trip in Taiwan.
I totally forgot about these pictures until today.

Mei Ling, I miss those moments we camwhore a lot !

LOL, look at the guy that sits behind us !
He appears in every photos of us too ~

[ day 824 ]

xoxo

what a utar.

2010-07-14T13:12:00.002+08:00

UTAR, A VERY GOOD UNIVERSITY INDEED.

- edit -

post had been removed due to some issues that were being raised by some bitches or bastards that are so in love with their university.

[ day 820 ]

xoxo

2010-07-08T01:30:00.003+08:00

8th of July.
Second presentation of my year 3.

Wish me luck ~

8th of July.
He is coming again.
i <3>

[ day 814 ]

xoxo

taiping de' tour.

2010-07-01T21:22:00.001+08:00

Taiping trip.
Always a trip that will make me forget about the stress and work awaits head.

It was grandfather's third death date anniversary.
Mum picked me up from Kampar on Wednesday after my class.

The first surprise I got from her was,

Pretty isn't it?
Delicious, but I still prefer the donuts than this donut-sushi thing.

While we are on our way to Taiping, I was bored.
So I decided to reconnect with my camera.

Me with the donut !
And the next photo is for you darling ~

I have donuts and you do not !
blek ~

Every year, we will cook a lot of food just to pray.
This year is not excepted as well.

Besides grandfather's death anniversary praying session,
went for movie with the coussies,

Fun lunch with the coussies,

Dinner with the big family,

And of course,
non stop camwhoring with the coussie.

OH baby,
buy me this please ~

So pretty ~
=D

[ day 807 ]

xoxo

the patches in my life.

2010-06-29T22:01:00.000+08:00

Okay,
I know I have been lazy enough to not update the blog for such a long time.
Been busy with lotsa things recently, especially with assignments.
Being a year 3 PR student, I have extra 'things' to do,
which are the Final Year Project and also the PR Campaign.

Anyways, I had my first year 3 presentation yesterday.
It went smooth, but seriously, I do not know whether it is a good presentation or not.
My tutor is such a funny guy.
Three groups presenting, the last comment he gave was

'Good job, Well done, Great job'.

Oh ya, and also

'Thank you'.

But it doesn't matter, he did not say anything much,
it means no crisis lo ~

I have another upcoming presentation next Thursday.
Let's do our best, Angie and Eric.

Will be heading back to KL this weekend.
Hmm.. daddy is missing me a lot already.
He says if I don't go back to KL, he will come Kampar to look for me.
He says he wanna bring me for lunch wor ~

OH ya, one last thing, about Taiwan trip, I guess there is too much to be update,
I have posted pictures in FB, go see for yourself.
My next post shall be my Taiping trip with the coussies. =)

I <3 being around the coussies.

Till then, ciaoz ~

[ day 805 ]

xoxo

the third of ours.

2010-06-14T13:27:00.003+08:00

A special delivery from the boyfriend on our 3rd month anniversary.

Blue roses, my favourite !

A dozen of them.
But filled with my baby's love.

Thanks baby

[ day 789 ]

xoxo

decisions.

2010-06-07T21:34:00.002+08:00

Decisions,

is it really that hard to make?

Seeing the boyfriend getting angry over a guy

that could not make his own decisions,

it makes me think.

it makes me wonder.

Being a guy that aged 20 over years old,

is it really that hard to make a simple decision?

Wake up dude.

Stop making people angry.

Grow up dude,

make your own decision instead of waiting for the decision to drop from above.

[ day 782 ]

xoxo

quickie

2010-06-01T20:17:00.002+08:00

It's June.

and no, not Taiwan trip yet.
Just because it's June and I wanna have the month "June" on my blog archives,
so I decided just to do a quickie.
LOL.

Class had started for 2 days and no,
It is no good at all.
Having the different timetable with friends and especially roommate,
it is kinda depressing.

Being in a total different class,
feels kinda weird.

Anyways, hoping to go back KL this weekend.
Missing my aircon and missing my bed already.

Hopes I have time to update my blog. =)

cheers peeps !

[ day 776 ]

xoxo

baby's heart.

2010-05-23T16:15:00.004+08:00

I know, I bet the readers are waiting for my Taiwan trip post to be updated.
But you know, there are a lot of pictures to be arranged, so time is needed.

Anyways, talking bout update, I will have a short update first.

A special thanks to ma baby !

He came to pick me up from LCCT last Thursday and he gave me a surprise.
A little gift that not a lot of guys will do for their girl.

It's a little cube with our pictures all around it !
I know it is nothing expensive or what,
but all it counts is the heart of my baby !

Baby, I know you've been trying to get this done.
Although it did not turn out as you expected, but it is ok!
I will still love and treasure it a lot.
Like how I treasure you. =)

I Love You. muackz !

[ day 767 ]

xoxo

the last day in Taiwan.

2010-05-20T10:48:00.002+08:00

Today is the last day i will be in Taiwan.

I know after I am back in Malaysia, I am gonna miss Taiwan a lot.
But, of course, I miss you more baby !

Will be seeing the boyfriend tonight and really can't wait for the moment to come !
Since we got together, this is the first time we never see each other for such long time.
I bet he can't take this as well. LOL

Anyways, I have lots of pictures and videos on this trip.
A lot means a lot, like 20GB of memory also not enough to store?
But it may take some time, cause the pictures are a mess !

Till then, ciaoz.

[ day 764 ]

xoxo

it's a quickie.

2010-05-15T20:40:00.002+08:00

Hello people !
It's my 10th day in Taiwan.
Am enjoying so far, but the schedule was really pack !

No rest, till today.
And oh, money also spent too much.
Transportation in Taiwan is so damn eff-ing expensive.
Besides using the sentence above to describe, I do not know how to describe anymore.

The boyfriend had been making lotsa noise, saying that he misses me too much.
Even complained that I am away for too long.
LOL.

But baby, I miss you a lot too.
I am coming back soon.
Wait for me k?

I love you !

[ day 759 ]

xoxo

happy 2nd biie.

2010-05-09T00:08:00.001+08:00

Baby, Happy 2nd.

I am sorry I am not able to be with you for this day.
But I assure that I am thinking of you all the time and you will be missed dearly always.

All the best in your exam and can't wait for end of the month to come.
I miss you. a lot.

Be a good boy and do not flirt with other girls ya ~
I will know. I have spy everywhere ~
*giggles*
But, even if I do not have spy anywhere,
I will still know.
I have six sense. LOL.

寶貝，
我愛你。
很愛很愛你。

不在你的身邊，
你要好好照顧自己，
別讓我太擔心你。

我知道你都在忙考試，
但是，
還是不可以太過辛苦哦 ~

要有足夠的休息，
三餐一定要吃飽飽。
不可以太夜睡，
也不要太緊張。

我相信，
你一定可以考到好成績。

寶貝，
我真的很想你，
很想你的聲音，
很想你的所有。

我很快就會回來了。
等我回來，
到時候，
我要看到我很健康的寶貝哦。

我愛你。 =)

[ day 753 ]

xoxo

2010-05-07T02:55:00.002+08:00

Hello people.

I'm at Taiwan.
For 15 days.

Will update about it when I get home.
Or maybe I shall just link to Wanni's blog and you guys may just read from there.
LOL.

Till then, bye people ! =)

[ day 751 ]

xoxo

the end of internship.

2010-04-30T14:09:00.003+08:00

It is friday !

It is already 2pm.

3 more hours till the end of my working life. internship is finally coming to an end.

I am gonna miss the events,

miss the office and most of all,

am gonna miss Kelly so muchieee !!!

But, definitely not gonna miss the jam !

From tomorrow onwards,

I will be free and I am back to the sleep late wake up late life. =)

And oh, more time to update ma blog =D

Wait for it peeps.

My internship life.

Looking back at the first day of work, it was so yesterday.

Now, it is ending.

Hmm.. i wonder what is my feeling right now.

Missing the moments with the colleagues?

Missing the moments during an event?

Whatever it is, it is ending.

Final reports had been handed up and I hope good grades will come to me !

Till then,

ciaoz ~

[ day 744 ]

xoxo

2010-04-23T11:21:00.002+08:00

Hello people. It's the last working for this week.

Most of the interns had already finished their training period,

rushing for their report,

and I guess only small part of us are still working.

Final report, sounds easy ae?

With all the guidelines provided, but hell !

It is difficult like shyt !

Shit, I should have use my blogging time to do report instead

I better stop dreaming and start doing my report.

3 more days till due date.

wtf.

save me !

p/s:

can i like just pay someone to do the report for me? LOL.

it will be so much easier for me if i can do that.

[ day 737 ]

xoxo

我的你 ♥

2010-04-12T00:31:00.003+08:00

宝贝，我们在一起一个月了。
可是很抱歉，因为某些原因，
却不能与你度过这说特别不是很特别，
但也不能说不特别的日子。

我们在一起的时间不长，
也不能每天见面。
所以，我珍惜我们的每一次约会。

记得，一个月纪念日的当天，
因为不能和你在一起，
心情特别的低沉，
也有少许的不开心。

但是，
你一句简单的话，
让我知道我在你心中的重要性。

“只要你一天是我的darling,我们以后还是会有很多纪念日”。

宝贝，
真得很想对你说声谢谢。

谢谢你的出现。
谢谢你的关心。
谢谢你的爱。

谢谢，你的所有。

今天晚上，
不知为了什么，没能睡得着，
特别地想念你，想见到你。
多希望此刻，有你陪在我的身边，
就算是静静地看着你熟睡的样子，
我也心满意足了。

今天晚上，
我想了很多事情。

我，想起，

我们第一次交谈。
我们第一次见面。
我们第一次约会。

我笑了。

再继续想，

你第一次对我说你爱我。

你第一次牵起我的手。

你第一次吻我。

我还是笑了。

我才发觉，原来有你的影子，
就会有我开心的回忆。

只要有你，
我就不会有不开心的回忆。

只要有你，
我的世界是五颜六色的。

宝贝，
真得很开心有你的出现。

我爱你。=)

p/s : Happy 1st, baby.

[ day 726 ]

xoxo

our first.

2010-04-09T18:54:00.005+08:00

I know I am a bit late.

But still,

Happy 1st, Baby !

Thanks for all the happy moments we've been through.

Thanks for making me smile and laugh.

Thanks for listening to me.

Thanks for being with me whenever i need you.

Most of all, thanks for telling me that you will love me more each day.

I love you too.
A lot.

[ day 723 ]

xoxo

this is what i call life. =)

2010-04-05T18:38:00.000+08:00

Last week. Wait, was it last week?
LOL, Time flies so fast, till i do not even remember.
I guess it was last week.

Had a short meet up with the usual Kampar gang.
So nice to sit together and talk nonsense.
Like we always do. =)

That is why I love them so much.

After the short gathering,
went over to baby's place and hang out.

Oh, I just love all of them so much.
Will be heading back to Kampar very soon.
I guess that time, more yam cha sessions ae?

I like ! =D

[ day 719 ]

xoxo

phew it's april.

2010-04-02T14:06:00.004+08:00

It's April.

Another month till my internship ends.

Well, for this month,

besides the JPMotorsports Kelantan race,

which will take place on 23rd, 24th and 25th April,

I guess there is nothing much going on.

Currently,

iPR has signed contract with the government's department.

To do media monitoring for them starting April.

because of this,

my working time has changed from 9am till 6pm to 8am till 5pm.

It's good,

because in the morning I can avoid getting caught in the jam,

and I can go home earlier.

Have to start final report soon. =(

Does anyone have the sample report?

Can send me a copy ae?

Don't so selfish lar ~

Anyways, get to rest for 3 days.

No work on Monday =)

Which is good ~ Means I can sleep later.

3 days off,

I think it is enough for me to update all the posts that were suppose to be here for the past few months ae?

Okay, I shall do that starting tonight.

If, my house connection is okay =)

Oh one last thing !

Baby is paying a visit tomorrow.

I love~

[ day 716 ]

xoxo

the short ketch-up !

2010-03-31T14:53:00.000+08:00

Past weeks were really busy busy.

Had a lot of meet ups, and dates over the past few weeks.

One of my Friday night was spent with the classmates.

At Italiannies.

It's so nice to hear their voice once again after not seeing each other for so many months.

I likey !

okay ! I know. No words.

I'm lazy and I am in the office right now.

I do not know what happened, I cannot rearrange the pictures,

so it's kinda messy.

Well, the most important is that, since not much people is reading the blog,

there is not necessity to explain so much.

I understand then can ady ~ LOL

Till the next post, ciao !

[ day 714 ]

xoxo

2010-03-26T17:33:00.004+08:00

Today, the last Friday for the month of March.

Somehow, today is not a good day for me although it's Friday.

Eh, weekend ler ! Who the hell doesn't like weekend huh?!!

Accenture Press Conference for F1 event is coming up next week.

Have to call the media to make sure they receive the invitation.

Who knows, today most of the media are being rude !

They either hung up on me,

or they scolded me for disturbing them when they are busy.

C'mon people !! How the hell I know when you are busy and when I am not?

WTF !

Secondly, I guess I am too fat.

My fat hands and legs have been banging to tables corner and tables leg,

and i even eff-ing sprained my toe !

Who the hell sprain their toe ?!

OH wait, I do !

Thirdly, the good friend is being unhappy.

How to cheer her up?

I have no idea at all.

Cannot be with her tonight when she wanted to talk,

I am such a lousy friend.

Hearing her voice through the phone,

makes me worry bout her.

Fourth, what the fuck is wrong with everything today !

It feels so weird and you know what?

I regretted saying Friday is the beginning of fun.

Because, today ain't fun at all !

I hate today.

I want my yesterday night.

[ day 709 ]

xoxo

the night with baby.

2010-03-21T01:35:00.003+08:00

The night spent with the boyfriend.

It was wonderful.

Meaningful.

Memorable.

Thanks for the wonderful night baby.

I love it and I love you. =)

[ day 704 ]

xoxo

我的那个他。

2010-03-15T22:59:00.003+08:00

我们的故事，
150字也未能说完。

我们的相遇，
不是因为偶然，
更不是因为理所当然。

我们的相遇，
用两个字，也足以形容 -- 缘分。

莫名其妙的自我介绍，
让我认识了他。

那个时候的他，
对我的了解，
胜过于我对我自己的了解。

无所事事的一个学期，
让我们更了解彼此。

短短的七个星期，
让我们的友情慢慢地转变成爱情。

那个时候的我，
摸不清自己的感情，
是他让我看清我想要得是什么。

与他在一起的感觉，
真得很不一样。

那奇怪，甜蜜，难以形容的感觉，
只能在他身上找到。

是他，
让我看见，让我知道，
在他身上是找得到我要的简单快乐。

是他，
让我知道，让我清楚，
我在他心中的重要性。

他，就是我所要的。
他，就是我所拥有的。
他，就是我一直在寻找的那个人。

他，就是我的幸福。

他，就是黄振威。

我所爱的男人。

[ day 698]

xoxo

2010-03-12T23:32:00.000+08:00

I have so many things to say, so many things to tell.

But,

You know what?

not today. =)

maybe tomorrow.

or maybe not.

[ day 695 ]

xoxo

重要的一刻。

2010-03-09T23:05:00.002+08:00

他的第一次我爱你，
虽然有点模糊不清，
但是，
我感受到他的真心了。

第一次握着他的手，
虽然紧张，
但是，
我感到很温暖。

我的宝贝男朋友啊，
真的很开心能成为你的宝贝，
我会永远记得这一天。

这重要的一天，
从不起眼的一天，
变成了我人生中其中一个重要的日子。
一个属于你和我的日子。

宝贝男朋友啊，
我会珍惜你的。

我爱你。=）

[day 692 ]

xoxo

9th day prayer

2010-03-08T11:28:00.000+08:00

I know this is like really really late, but better late than never right?
LOL.

Anyways, like most Hokkiens, my family had this 9th day prayer on the 9th day of CNY.
It was such a busy day, but seeing everything went on fine that day, all the hard work was worth it.

During the day time,
mummy and aunty went to get kuihs from the market and later on to Maluri to get roasted piglet.

Look at those people. All rushing and waiting to get the best looking roasted piglet.

That's the piggy that mummy proposed to. LOL.
Well, that's not the climax of the day.

The climax was the night.
I shall just let the pictures do all the talking needed =D

My House ! =D

Roasted Piggy

Pretty Flowers ~

Big joss sticks !

Mini joss sticks

The brother and i.

To be burned.

Burning.

Fireworks =D
Daddy actually wasted money on fireworks.

Poor piggy.

But happy us. =D

The usual gang that came =)

The people i heart. <3

Look at my kai zai ! lol

most photos, credited to Lisan.
Thanks for being the photographer. =)

[ day 691 ]

xoxo

the love of my life.

2010-03-07T14:09:00.010+08:00

It's Sunday and I'm working.
Anyways, a short update about my yesterday's where about.

I had the most wonderful great date with the two important persons of my life. =)
Movie, lunch, musical play and shopping.
I love them to bits.
With them around me, I really feel that nothing else matters anymore.

We went for 'The Book of Eli'.
Premiere Class, thanks darling. =)
And sorry bitch for dumping you alone, not knowing it.

After the movie, lunch at

We see this logo a lot during exams ae?

I tried it for the first time with the two important people in my life.

Isn't that great? =D

We then being the lazy bums, we took a cab over to Shaw Parade for the musical play.

We are not being childish, we just happen to be interested in various things. =)

We are the VIPs, get to go in without queuing up and we do not even need to pay for the ticket price.

That, a big thank you to ma bitch !

One of their props, cute ryte?!

After the show, went back to Times Square for a short window shopping.

I met Jean Ng there !
Surprise to see her. LOL

After the short shopping, off to the monorail and back to ma home sweet home =)
Also, thanks ji mui for the beautiful pressie from Japan.
I likey it !

Last but not least, I love the two of you so so so so so so much.

[ day 690 ]

xoxo

The Lunch. =)

2010-03-02T12:14:00.002+08:00

Oh hello people.
I am actually in the office now =D

Attended the international conference held in One World Hotel.
While rotting in the office, I think I shall just update my blog with the lunch that my boss belanja-ed.

This is where we went last Thursday for lunch.
Japanese restaurant at Old Klang Road.

Boss ordered 'yee sang' to 'lou'.
Japanese style.
Colourful and tasty as well =)

By the way, this is my boss.
Mr Thong. =)
I wonder why people says he looks like Najib.
Does he?

Here comes the nicest part of all =D
The food !

And I found the cutest thing ever. LOL

And of course, not missing the wonderful colleague of mine.
Introducing, *again*, HIM.

Look at him ! So greedy !

[ day 685 ]

xoxo

the pointers.

2010-02-27T21:37:00.000+08:00

Its Saturday.
And it's end of February !
Which means my internship left only 2 months to go.

Yesterday was a public holiday, just got back from Taiping.
Tiring, and lazy to update a proper post.
I have been missing a lot of proper updates ae?

I promise. I will do it when I have the time.
*finger crossed* Hope I am not lazy to do so =D

Anyways, it is the last day of CNY tomorrow.
Aunty is going back to UK in 2 weeks times. =(
No good. Which means I might have to wait till next year only will see her again.

And mostly, I miss my darling.
A lot. And I know he misses me too, LOL.
Because he had been telling me that everyday.
I just love the way he says "darling, i miss you."
Simple, yet touching. And real. =)
I miss you a lot too, darling.

Time to go unpack, ciaoz.

[ day 682 ]

xoxo

2010-02-18T20:26:00.003+08:00

My Chinese New Year holiday has come to an end.
I am starting work tomorrow and I feel kinda depressing.

Missing the chance of having lunch at friend's place.
Missing the chance of going out with my darling.
Even missing the chance of going to the temple with my parents.

Well, I had a short trip to Taiping and Penang with the family.
Will update about it soon.
Open house on Sunday and let's hope it's a fun one =)

Last but not least, pray for me and hope that I do not need to work on Saturday and Sunday.
Looking forward to Saturday, my date with my darling.
My belated valentines date.

[ day 673 ]

xoxo

2010-02-15T02:05:00.003+08:00

Hello people.

I know it's already the second day, but still,

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !

Will update my blog after my short holiday trip =)

till then, cheers !

[ day 670 ]

xoxo

转角遇到爱。

2010-02-06T23:04:00.004+08:00

曾经，
为你哭过多少遍，
曾经，
为你付出过多少？

我所做的一切，
想要看到的，就是你的笑容。
想要得到的，就是你的肯定。

可是，很久很久以前，
我就知道是不可能了。

我要的快乐，
你给于不了。

在你身上找不到我要的简单快乐，
他，却给得了我。

我所要的快乐，所要的关心，
我竟然，在他身上找到了。

和他在一起，我感觉自己是真的快乐。
和他在一起，我可以很轻松，不烦恼。

只有从他口中，我才会知道，
还有人是真的关心我。

只有他，会告诉我，
我与别的女生不一样。

只有他，会在早晨醒来的时候想起我，
发讯息给我，对我说早安。

可能，
他就是我所要的简单，我所要的快乐。

我相信，
我和他，一定可以很快乐。

真得很想对他说一声，
谢谢。=)

我，
会好好珍惜我们之间的所有。

[ day 661 ]

xoxo

along the way.

2010-02-03T19:24:00.001+08:00

Life as in intern in IPR.
3 weeks had passed and many things had happened.

Its the 4th week now and everything is going fine. =)

During the past 3 weeks,

Had my first lunch with all my colleagues and boss.
Boss balanja =D

Went to Universiti Putra Malaysia (UPM) for the MoU ceremony with the Financial Planning Association of Malaysia (FPAM)

UPM is really nice.
Big, much bigger than UTAR !
*ahem* and nicer too ~

Also, attended the food tasting at California Pizza Kitchen, in KLCC.

Chinese New Year and Valentines promotion.

Highly recommended, their desserts !

The event was two days. Two days, same food, same fun, different people. =)

credit to icoco.me

Dinner with the chief editors from various publications and Tan Sri Dr. Koh Tsu Khoon and Datuk Seri Idris Jala.
At this place !

The most recent event that I attended was the GTP Roadmap Launch in KL Convention Centre. =)

Massive, big event it was.

Had fun with the colleagues.
Oh by the way, he is my internship partner !

And people, meet my supervisor, Kelly.

After the event, lunch at Trader's Hotel.
Host, PEMANDU.

Nice food indeed. No wonder all cost so expensive. LOL

My tag for the event.
Sound so nice.
Secretariat.

Events was fun. Tiring, but exciting.
Hope there are more events to come.
But before that, Chinese New Year holiday first ~

Last but not least, picture of the day.

Laugh out loud, people !

[ day 658 ]

xoxo

the end of first month.

2010-01-30T23:04:00.001+08:00

End of January.
Another week of internship had passed.

Attended dinner at Hilton KL with the chief editors of all publication.
Plus, attended the official launch of GTP Roadmap at KL Convention Centre.

Everything is going good.

Two more weeks of jam, one week of holiday.
Then I guess, will be busy for another event. =)

Datuk Lee Chong Wei !
Hope I'm gonna see you next month.
cheers.

p/s : I will update the events with pictures. no worries people.

[ day 654 ]

xoxo

short update.

2010-01-24T22:05:00.003+08:00

Hello people.
It had been a really hectic week.

3 events during the weekdays and working part time during the weekend.
Education fair in Mid Valley.
It was fun working with a lot of people.

Will update about those events when I got the pictures.

Gotta go sleep early.
ciaoz.

[ day 648 ]

xoxo

我的星期天。

2010-01-17T20:57:00.001+08:00

我从来没有想过我会那么讨厌我的星期天。

今天，第一次的，

我讨厌星期天。

我真得很想哭，很想哭。

这个时候，

真的希望你能陪在我身边。

可是，

你真的很遥远。

我，

想你了。

[ day 641 ]

xoxo

the short update.

2010-01-16T21:25:00.003+08:00

This will be the 500th post of my blog.

Wow, 500. Is that a lot or not?

Intern started for one week.
I have been in the jam for one week.

Not tired of the work in office, but tired of the jam everyday.
How I wish four months will end soon.
I need my jam-less and less-pressure life back.

Been waking up at 6.30am and sleeping at 10pm every single day since my intern starts.
How healthy ae? But the thing is, I think I am still not use to the change.
I am actually falling sick.
WTF.

Well, one week gone.
Second week ahead.
For the second week, I will be attending 3 events in my company.

Monday - FPAM's and UPM's memorandum of understanding ceremony.

Wednesday and Thursday - CPK food tasting at Suria KLCC.

Hope the coming weeks will be more interesting.
And also, hope that the time will past faster, so that I can end this jam-sick session faster.

Wait for my next update, peeps.

Till then, ciaoz.

And you PRs, I miss all of you soooo much. =(

One last thing, people.
Please go visit this blogshop.
If can, promote to friends as well, will ya ~
Pretty please ~

[ day 640 ]

xoxo

2010-01-10T20:32:00.002+08:00

Its already Sunday.
Internship starts tomorrow.
9am to 6pm.

First time driving alone for such long journey.
Kinda worry and nervous.

Hope that I won't get lost.
Map drew by my dad is kinda confusing.
Been there twice, but I still cannot remember the way.

Anyways, can't wait to start my internship.
New environment, new people around.
Wait for my update on the first day of work !

Last but not least,

All the best to all interns.
Good luck, you PRs.

Time to sleep.
Goodnight.

[ day 634 ]

xoxo

the visit to malacca.

2010-01-08T12:04:00.005+08:00

Sorry for the late late post.
Here is the Malacca trip post.

I was in Malacca since 29th December till 2nd of January.
Partying, hanging out, chilling and doing random stuffs.

Had a fun time for the last time of 2009 and for the first time of 2010.
Thanks to Huey San, Danny, Ah Chye, Dranice and Wynne.
Also, additional thanks to Huey San and her family for their hospitality. =)

Here goes,

Day 1

Reach Malacca around 2pm.
Went lunch with Huey San and her brother.
Stayed home whole day to manage the online blogshop.
Went dinner at night with the family.
Huey San's mom's birthday.

Day 2

Went out whole day to walk around Malacca.

Took a rest around Sungai Melaka.

All of us, being random us usual, enjoyed taking pictures anywhere and anytime.

Meeting the new family members of Big Canon and Small Canon.
Inside joke it is. =)

Had cendol, met Darren and girlfriend there.

Played at the playground.

Visited some random museums.

Not forgetting to camwhore along the way.

Mee Siam for lunch.
Spicy, but delicious.

Had satay celup for dinner and met up with Tracy.
So nice of her to show up "specially" for me.

Went to check out Eye On Malaysia.

Met up with Dranice they all after that.
Spend the night at cyber cafe, L4D2 -ing.

Also, mahjong at Dranice's place and mamak at 3am in the morning.

Day 3
Slept till late afternoon due to the late night sleep.
Chicken rice ball for lunch.

Went to hypermarkets and wholesale shops to get stuffs for BBQ at night.
Dinner with Huey San's family again, the godfather's birthday.

Went straight to Danny's grandmother's place for BBQ.

Another staying up late, partying night.

Day 4

Tried coconut shake and check out the Eye On Malaysia, again.
To get the view of the beauty during the day.

Walked around Jonker Streets and getting souvenirs for everyone.

Dinner at the night market of Malacca.
Met up with Jason, Darren Heng Meng, Tracy and Roy.
A get together because of me. So proud ! =)
Singing for 5 hours in GoGo, joined by Roy afterwards.

A wonderful night with wonderful people around.

Finally learned what is roti terbang.

Day 5

Time to pack up and head back to KL.
Accompanied Huey San for a haircut and went for lunch.

3 something in the afternoon, off I go.
Back to KL.

Last but not least, indeed.

[ day 632 ]

xoxo

the joy.

2010-01-05T20:18:00.002+08:00

I was very very busy today.

I went to the bank with my parents,

I went to the 2nd hand car dealer to look at the cars,

I went to here and there, with mom, to get something.

In few more days time, I will be getting a new baby. =D

Happy happy joy joy ~

p/s : I will update about Malacca trip tomorrow. I promise. haha
Huey San, jangan gan jiong, i sure will update de.

[ day 629 ]

xoxo

the first party of 2010.

2010-01-04T16:14:00.004+08:00

Went to Weng's BBQ party on Saturday.
As usual, like every year.

Although we have all graduated, walked into different phase of life,

studying in different colleges, being far apart from each other,

but we still maintain as good friends and meet up every year. =)

No matter New Year, Chinese New Year or just a random meet up.

And I love you guys a lot. =)

[ day 628 ]

xoxo

the bitch and her bday !

2010-01-03T23:33:00.004+08:00

Hallo the bitchiest bitch ever !
I know it's your 21st birthday and sorry I cannot attend your birthday party.

I purposely leave this post till the very last minute only post up, lidat only special.
LOL

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY,
ELAINE TAN !!!!!

I have a lot of things to say, but you know,
I can tell you personally. LOL
So I can save the time of typing out here =D

I love you Bitchy bitch ! xoxo

[ day 627]

xoxo

new year, new decade.

2010-01-03T23:10:00.003+08:00

Hello peeps !
Sorry for the lack of updates, I was in Malacca for the past five days.

First of all, its 2010.
So, Happy New Year.
Another year gone, another year with new stories.

Just came back from Malacca yesterday evening.
The trip was fun and I enjoyed it a lot.
I will talk about that another day, in another post.

Came back yesterday and went for the BBQ Party at Liweng's place.
Also, that will be in another post.

For this year, I don't think I will make any new year resolution.
As you can see from my last year's resolution,
I will try to achieve them for the first few months,
then I will totally forget about the whole resolution thing.

So why make resolution when I never bother living up to them.
This year will be a 'natural' year.
With no plannings and no resolutions.

Last but not least, I got email from iPR that I was accepted into the company !
With ChaoTiong.
Happy happy joy joy.
Guess I will be driving to work everyday.
Tired tired tired. =(

One last thing,
Happy Birthday, bitch !

[ day 627 ]

xoxo

lost and found.

2009-12-24T18:02:00.002+08:00

Hey ! Interview yesterday was okay. =)

As I mentioned previously, I went out with Vicki and Jia Yuan,
and it was fun.

How I miss this girl a lot !

Just two group pictures to show and I am off.

ciaoz.

[ day 617 ]

xoxo

according to it.

2009-12-22T22:33:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps, semester break just started not long.
Till now, I almost had fun everyday.

First night when I was back in BSD,
mamak with the high school mates.
Looking back at old pictures make everyone laughs so loud.

On the second day, it was a Sunday.
Spent the whole day with my family.
Going here and there, eating this and that.
It was fun.

Monday, went KL the whole day with Vicki and JiaYuan.
Joined by Henry and gf.
Tiring but fun.
Let's do that more often.

During the night,
Had mamak session with the foundation mates.
Well, it was fun too.
Too long never see can really make me miss them ae?

Today, I stayed home.
Well, suppose to go and meet Huey San at Hang Tuah.
I did not make it afterall.
Bodoh punya weather.

And tomorrow is the day !
Interview at iPR !!
Can't wait for the day to pass.
Stress like mad ><

Anyways, I will update the proper post when I feel like it.
Maybe tomorrow, after the interview.

I am going to bed now.
ciaoz.

[ day 615 ]

xoxo

2009-12-18T12:26:00.003+08:00

This is so unbelievable !

I've been really lazy to update my blog these few days,
because I was really busy with ~~studying~~ watching movies.

Brand Management paper was a disaster.
I realized most of the people does not have enough time to finish their paper.
Me too !

And I thought drawing in exam could be really easy, just a piece of cake.
But wtf, drawing was really easy,
the difficult part is the part where I have to rationalise my drawing
and giving explanation of my drawing. -.-

So you know what, Brand Management paper screwed!

Tomorrow will be my last paper, which is Pendidikan Moral.
And no, I don't feel like studying at all,
hypnotizing only lar =(

Oh btw, I got a call from iPR company,
going for an interview, again, with Chaotiong on 23rd December !
Wish us luck !
Although the company is very far away from my place,
but it will be better working there compare to working at you-know-where.

I guess I won't be updating much already,
because it's semester break.
Semester break is meant to be very very busy,
so yea people, till my next update !
ciaoz !

[ day 611 ]

xoxo

生病。

2009-12-13T22:46:00.002+08:00

生病了。
此刻，多希望你能在我身边。

可是我知道，
无论我如何祈祷，如何盼望，
都不可能盼到有你出现的那一天。

或许，
这就是上天给我的安排，
要我习惯没有你的每一天。

[ day 606 ]

xoxo

今晚。

2009-12-09T01:06:00.002+08:00

今晚,
有你的陪伴,
过得很开心。

今晚，
与你聊了许多许多，
让我脸上出现了笑容。

今晚,
我终于，
能带着笑容入睡了。

谢谢你。

[ day 602 ]

xoxo

from a to z.

2009-12-08T23:06:00.003+08:00

It's been almost a week since I last updated my blog.
I don't know. Just busy with things and all.

Ended my first and also the last presentation on 3rd of December.
It was ok, nothing much to complain about.

Came back to KL in the afternoon of 3rd.
Danny and Huey San came for the weekend.
Time spent with them hanging around and shopping at mall.

Sunday, attended carnival of BSD and it was no fun at all.
Get myself a temporary tattoo and it ain't pretty at all.

Left KL early Monday morning, headed back to Kampar.
Well, briefing for internship, which only took 45 minutes.

Homesick, so came back KL again in the afternoon,
after the briefing. Thanks to Ah Fai for fetching.

Gym routine started today morning.
Hope I can be hardworking and wake up early everyday.
For gym.

Movie plans are made.
Sitting in the cinema alone can really makes you think alot.
Thinking of stuffs which already happened,
and also stuffs that you wish it will happen.

Finals is like one week away and I haven't start touching anything yet.
Been kinda lazy and de-motivated.
My motivation, ain't here.

Plus, there is nothing much to study this semester.
Brand Management and Moral?

Okay, that was just my excuse of persuading myself.
To not study.

My motivation,
no longer stays with me.

I want him to be with me, but he is not.
Where can I find the motivation to study again?

I don't know.

[ day 601 ]

xoxo

hua hua love 2.

2009-12-03T01:21:00.003+08:00

Another birthday post ! LOL
This time is Joanne Loke !

credited to facebook, again !

See Jo, another birthday post for you !

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY !
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May all your dreams come true ! and lots of love from me to you !

[ day 596 ]

xoxo

the mentor.

2009-12-03T00:02:00.001+08:00

Another birthday post.
This time, the birthday teenage guy is him!
My mentor !

Eu Gene Chia Eu Gene!
HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY !

Nothing much to be said,
just that thanks for being my wonderful course rep, my friend, my mentor
and most important, my listener.

Gen Chia !
I really thank you for being a good listener,
having you to listen to all my rants and be with me when I am not happy.
I don't know why, but I really can tell you everything without thinking much.
I guess just like you said, we do not have many mutual friends,
that's why we can share secrets and problems. =)

I hope I am your good listener as well.
Always be here to listen to your rants and everything.

I know we do not hang out with each other,
but we talked and planned a lot of outings together already.
And I really can't wait for those days to come. =)

Once again mentor,
Happy 21st birthday. =)
May all your dreams come true and all the best.

Lots of loves !

p/s : i stole the picture from facebook. so yea, credited to facebook and yourself!

[ day 596 ]

xoxo

begining of an end.

2009-12-03T00:00:00.003+08:00

Why are there so many birthday on 3rd of December ?!
Ok, to be fair to everyone, I will separate the birthday wish posts into 2 post.

First of all, Happy Birthday Sam Lee !
An old friend of mine !

picture credited to sam lee's facebook profile

Sam, I know sometimes you are really unhappy of some small matter.
I know that we are not as close as last time anymore,
but remember, no matter what, I will always be by you when you need me.
Anytime. =)
Enjoy your birthday and may all your wishes come true.

Well, hope there's more picture of us again.
Enjoyed every moment we spent together.
Short trips and even long hours yam cha session.

Let's do that more.

Once again,

HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY,
OL' FRIEND !

[ day 596 ]

xoxo

甜甜的。

2009-11-30T21:06:00.001+08:00

今天看见你，我笑了，
是开心地笑了。

我也不知道为什么我会有这种感觉，
应该是很久没见到你的关系吧。

真的，很喜欢这种感觉。
喜欢那一见到你就笑的感觉。

不知，
这种感觉，还会再次出现吗？
所以，
今天的一笑，我会牢牢地记住。

[ day 593 ]

xoxo

the ending of another song.

2009-11-30T14:16:00.002+08:00

It's end of November !

Last week of Year2 Trimester2.
Well, to be exact, I am only gonna attend class today and Thursday morning. =)

After that, KL for study leave, babeh !

Final exam timetable is ok, as I mentioned previously.

And no, I still don't know where the hell I am going for my internship.
And because I am tired of following up from the lecturers, I let it be.
Wherever they send me, it's already a whatever for me.
Because the lecturers said I already have a bad record for some issues happened.
Like wtf. It's not even my fault.

Ok, out of topic.
It's currently 2.21pm now and I am waiting for Kor to come pick us up,
to head for the last moral class.

My PPS still haven't update with 'gong sam gai'.
wtf.
Episode 29 is only available for the members !!!

I want my 'gong sam gai' !

Ok, out of topic again,
anyways, I am gonna continue my 'fu guai mun' now. =)

ciaoz.

[ day 593 ]

xoxo

it's not end of the world, yet.

2009-11-29T23:55:00.003+08:00

2012 last Friday.

With Elaine, JeckShen, Wei Zhi, Jordan and AK.

Dinner at 'tong sui kai'.

Simple, but meaningful. =)

[ day 592]

xoxo

the shell house.

2009-11-27T02:36:00.007+08:00

I just saw this from an email sent to me.
It's so cute !

I want a house like that as well !

THE SHELL HOUSE !!!

The house

Colors !

The entrance

The dining area

The living area

The stairway

TV room

Kitchen

Bedroom

The bathroom

Darling ~ buy me this house, will ya?

[ day 590 ]

xoxo

爱情留言。

2009-11-26T12:11:00.001+08:00

刚从网上看到这一则爱情留言，
我真的觉得它很有意思，
也觉得他真的适合表达我的心意。

如果有一天，
你走进我的心里，
你一定会哭。

因为，里面装满你的点滴。

如果有一天，
我走进你的心里，
我也一定会哭。

因为，里面找不到我的身影。

我想，
就算我没有走进你的心里，
我还是想哭了。

因为，不只你的心里没有我的点滴，
就连你眼里也看不见我了。

[day 588 ]

xoxo

end of semester.

2009-11-24T23:58:00.002+08:00

Final examination timetable is out.
Mine is so-so. 4 days gap in between. =)

Starts on 15th December - Brand Management
Ends on 19th December - Pendidikan Moral

And yes, it's Pendidikan Moral, not Moral Studies.

Will be back to KL on Saturday (5th December) for study week.

Home sick banyak banyak this semester.
Don't know what is wrong with me. =(

Anyways, good luck to those that are going for interview tomorrow.
All the best people.

[ day 586 ]

xoxo

男人。

2009-11-22T21:51:00.002+08:00

男人，
就只是一个只顾自己却没有顾及别人感受的进化动物。

往往，
男人都会要求自己的女朋友是处女。

在问对方是不是处女的时候，
想想自己是不是处男。

如果是，你可以问，
因为你有资格。

如果不是，你凭什么？

[ day 584 ]

xoxo

他和她的故事。

2009-11-21T23:38:00.002+08:00

看着你和她的照片，
心酸酸的。

想着你和她的之间的故事，
心也酸酸的。

你和她之间，
到底发生了多少有趣的事情？

我和你之间的故事，
我想，
永远都敌不过你和她的故事吧？

心酸，
有谁能了解？

心酸，
能如何解救？

[day 583 ]

xoxo

my honey ~

2009-11-20T23:19:00.002+08:00

Let me proudly interoduce my Honey to everyone of you.
Well, my honey was jealous because I blogged bout my kaki bolas and not her.
So, this post, is specially for her.

* AND OMG BITCH ! PLEASE DON'T BE JEALOUS.
YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU EVEN THOUGH YOU NEVER APPEAR HERE ! *

Hmm, I was in the same lecture class with this girl since Foundation,
but we were never close to each other. I know who she is, and she knows who am I.

Although again, when we are in Degree year,
we are not in the same class either but we get closer.
I guess because Sam Lee is my classmate and she's close to Yoke Mei.

Well, of course la Honey ~
you are also one of the person that I do not wish to leave behind ~ you know de ma ~
I always miss you so much right ?

I still love you alot honey ~
and definitely won't be more than Sea Brother lar,
cause scare after you fall in love with me too much then you don't want him dy ma ~

Honey ~ I love you ~

[ day 582 ]

xoxo

距离，也让我靠到边缘了。

2009-11-17T00:09:00.005+08:00

昨天，
我不开心。

今天看到你，
心情也没有好转。

身边每天围绕着一大堆女生的你，
还以为自己能很大方，
开怀地接受这一切。
万万却想不到，
昨天竟然因为看到你与一位女生之间的动作，
而感到不开心。

几天前你曾表态，

“距离让你靠到了边缘”。

我，
不知道你说的是谁，
但是，
我还是不开心了。
我不开心是因为你不告诉我你的想法。

当我问你怎么一回事，
你却以笑作为回答，
让我不知道该给于什么回应。
告诉你这不是我要的答案，
你却当作没一回事，
不告诉我任何东西。

那，我该说什么呢？
我想，
也许你不知道，
我也想告诉你相同的话。

你和我之间的距离，
已经让我靠到边缘了。
还有无数次，
那距离，
竟把我退下山崖。
而我也好不容易，
费了很大的力气才把自己拉回上边缘。

我想，你会有如此的想法，
想必你喜欢的那个她，
也不知道你在为她默默付出吧？

如果，
她知道你是那么为她，
你们会在一起吗？

如果，
知道你们两个能能在一起，
我还能开怀地祝福你吗？
我能做到不伤心，不流泪，
以笑容面对的境界吗？

我不知道，真的不知道。

喜欢一个人，
可以很轻松，也可以很辛苦。
看着身边有着各种不同的恋爱方式，
再看看自己，
那么地默默为你付出，
值得吗？

以前，
总觉得是值得的，
因为看见你开心，我也开心了。

现在，
我犹豫了。
我不知道，
这样为你默默付出，
我真的确保你会开心吗？

但是我可以很肯定，
我没有后悔喜欢上你，
更不后悔曾经为你做过的一切。
就算曾经为你留过无数的眼泪，
我还是觉得很值得，
不曾有过半分的悔意。

我,
已经成为默默为你守候的那个人。

而你,
也成了“她”的守候天使，
默默为她守候，默默为她付出。

[ day 579 ]

xoxo

this is what i see but not what i want.

2009-11-14T00:39:00.003+08:00

You know, when people say pictures can be deceiving.
I couldn't agree more today after my interview in Cateyes Studio for the internship.

Their website is really amazing.
It looks so homey and I really am looking forward in working such environment.
I thought it would be fun, interesting and outgoing.
But who knows, everything might be differ from what we see or hear.

Once I step foot into the studio,
I can feel the tense in the studio.
4 person working only. No songs, no talking and laughing.

In one word to describe the situation and environment - D.E.A.D.

Overall interview was ok.

If I am being accepted in the company, I will have to work a lot, different division.

Yes, I get to meet clients with colleagues,
but I would have to go door by door. *boo*

Yes, I get to work in the field, not just sitting in the studio,
but I might have to work on Sundays as well. *boo*

Yes, I get to work in a lot of divisions,
but the a lot I'm talking here includes sweeping the floor, picking up calls,
distributing leaflets in food courts,
and worst ! staying overnight at the work place !

Ma parents, been complaining since the moment I told them bout this.
They asked me to turn down the job if I am the only one get into the studio.
So Gary, please make sure both of us get in together.
I don't wanna work in UTAR !!!
wtf.

Congrats to Eric and Limi,
for getting into such wonderful company and meeting such wonderful boss
that is willing to let you try everything. =)

I envy you.

On the other hand, good luck to Ai Fen, Ukeat and Ken
for not getting into Purple Cane to sell herbal eggs.

God bless.

[ day 576 ]

xoxo

解脱。

2009-11-12T16:28:00.001+08:00

曾经以为，我已经能把你放下。
曾经以为，我终于得到了解脱，
不再因为你而困扰了。

原来，到了今天，
你在我心目中，
还是占着重要的位子。

你的不理不睬，不闻不问，
让我觉得，你我之间，
不再有联系。

对你说了有关于你的梦，
却没有得到你任何的回应。
告诉过你，
因为不再像从前的我们而感到心痛，
你也对我无动于衷。

也许，这就是别人所说的 ‘一时新鲜感’ 吧。
什么你会珍惜我，什么很庆幸有我，
原来都是骗人的。
是我笨，才会相信你。

我们之间，
不再有我们了。

我们之间，
友情都不存在了吧。

明天，要去面试了。
可是我想，
你应该不会知道吧。

现在紧张的心情，
只想你来舒缓。
可是，
有可能吗？

你，还会为我担心吗？
你，还会为我加油吗？
你，还会记得我吗？

[ day 574 ]

xoxo

kaki bola aku.

2009-11-10T22:54:00.005+08:00

I am so tired of doing Moral.
It actually took me 2 hours to finish one bodoh theory - Eksistensialisme.

Anyways, while resting,
I would like to blog about some interesting people that I met and hang up with
(not to say a lot, but not less either).

Well, besides Danny and Huey San,
I never mentioned anyone of these people in my blog before.
So people, be proud to appear here. LOL

Let's see. Starting from the right - Jason, Darren, Heng Meng, *idk who* and Danny. =)

There is nothing much to be said except, thanks for being my friends. =)
Having this bunch of people in my life,
really is the best laughing medicine a doctor can ever prescribe.

Their lousy jokes,
can make you laugh till tummy pain.

When they get into action,
it is even better than Mr. Bean.

Of course, kaki bola juga ! lol.
Chelsea. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

Last but not least, guys. Thanks for being part of my life.

You are one gang of people that I do not wish to leave behind in my life. =)

Important people, great memories.
I hope I am the same to you guys.

[ day 572 ]

xoxo

samantha s.

2011.

my 21st turning point.

fml.

october.

i wish.

家。

不能，不甘。

21岁的我。

十月之情。

我人生的不可缺。

你不知道的事

happy holiday.

可以吗？

我们之间。

the exam trauma.

my city baby. T.T

the week.

i had mine.

my man. =)

my taiwan trip.

my august.

a getaway.

mei ling and i.

what a utar.

taiping de' tour.

the patches in my life.

the third of ours.

decisions.

quickie

baby's heart.

the last day in Taiwan.

it's a quickie.

happy 2nd biie.

the end of internship.

我的你 ♥

our first.

this is what i call life. =)

*phew* it's april.

the short ketch-up !

the night with baby.

我的那个他。

重要的一刻。

9th day prayer

the love of my life.

The Lunch. =)

the pointers.

转角遇到爱。

along the way.

the end of first month.

short update.

我的星期天。

the short update.

the visit to malacca.

the joy.

the first party of 2010.

the bitch and her bday !

new year, new decade.

lost and found.

according to it.

生病。

今晚。

from a to z.

hua hua love 2.

the mentor.

begining of an end.

甜甜的。

the ending of another song.

it's not end of the world, yet.

the shell house.

爱情留言。

end of semester.

男人。

他和她的故事。

my honey ~

距离，也让我靠到边缘了。

this is what i see but not what i want.

解脱。

kaki bola aku.

phew it's april.