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♥ THE OTHER MELODIES. ♥
他和她的故事。
♥ Saturday, November 21, 2009

看着你和她的照片,
心酸酸的。

想着你和她的之间的故事,
心也酸酸的。

你和她之间,
到底发生了多少有趣的事情?

我和你之间的故事,
我想,
永远都敌不过你和她的故事吧?

心酸,
有谁能了解?

心酸,
能如何解救?




[day 583 ]
xoxo

my honey ~
♥ Friday, November 20, 2009

Let me proudly interoduce my Honey to everyone of you.
Well, my honey was jealous because I blogged bout my kaki bolas and not her.
So, this post, is specially for her.

* AND OMG BITCH ! PLEASE DON'T BE JEALOUS.
YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU EVEN THOUGH YOU NEVER APPEAR HERE ! *


Hmm, I was in the same lecture class with this girl since Foundation,
but we were never close to each other. I know who she is, and she knows who am I.


Although again, when we are in Degree year,
we are not in the same class either but we get closer.
I guess because Sam Lee is my classmate and she's close to Yoke Mei.


Well, of course la Honey ~
you are also one of the person that I do not wish to leave behind ~ you know de ma ~
I always miss you so much right ?


I still love you alot honey ~
and definitely won't be more than Sea Brother lar,
cause scare after you fall in love with me too much then you don't want him dy ma ~

Honey ~ I love you ~





[ day 582 ]
xoxo

距离,也让我靠到边缘了。
♥ Tuesday, November 17, 2009

昨天,
我不开心。

今天看到你,
心情也没有好转。

身边每天围绕着一大堆女生的你,
还以为自己能很大方,
开怀地接受这一切。
万万却想不到,
昨天竟然因为看到你与一位女生之间的动作,
而感到不开心。

几天前你曾表态,

“距离让你靠到了边缘”。

我,
不知道你说的是谁,
但是,
我还是不开心了。
我不开心是因为你不告诉我你的想法。

当我问你怎么一回事,
你却以笑作为回答,
让我不知道该给于什么回应。
告诉你这不是我要的答案,
你却当作没一回事,
不告诉我任何东西。

那,我该说什么呢?
我想,
也许你不知道,
我也想告诉你相同的话。

你和我之间的距离,
已经让我靠到边缘了。
还有无数次,
那距离,
竟把我退下山崖。
而我也好不容易,
费了很大的力气才把自己拉回上边缘。

我想,你会有如此的想法,
想必你喜欢的那个她,
也不知道你在为她默默付出吧?

如果,
她知道你是那么为她,
你们会在一起吗?

如果,
知道你们两个能能在一起,
我还能开怀地祝福你吗?
我能做到不伤心,不流泪,
以笑容面对的境界吗?

我不知道,真的不知道。

喜欢一个人,
可以很轻松,也可以很辛苦。
看着身边有着各种不同的恋爱方式,
再看看自己,
那么地默默为你付出,
值得吗?

以前,
总觉得是值得的,
因为看见你开心,我也开心了。

现在,
我犹豫了。
我不知道,
这样为你默默付出,
我真的确保你会开心吗?

但是我可以很肯定,
我没有后悔喜欢上你,
更不后悔曾经为你做过的一切。
就算曾经为你留过无数的眼泪,
我还是觉得很值得,
不曾有过半分的悔意。

我,
已经成为默默为你守候的那个人。

而你,
也成了“她”的守候天使,
默默为她守候,默默为她付出。




[ day 579 ]
xoxo

this is what i see but not what i want.
♥ Saturday, November 14, 2009

You know, when people say pictures can be deceiving.
I couldn't agree more today after my interview in Cateyes Studio for the internship.

Their website is really amazing.
It looks so homey and I really am looking forward in working such environment.
I thought it would be fun, interesting and outgoing.
But who knows, everything might be differ from what we see or hear.

Once I step foot into the studio,
I can feel the tense in the studio.
4 person working only. No songs, no talking and laughing.

In one word to describe the situation and environment - D.E.A.D.

Overall interview was ok.

If I am being accepted in the company, I will have to work a lot, different division.

Yes, I get to meet clients with colleagues,
but I would have to go door by door. *boo*

Yes, I get to work in the field, not just sitting in the studio,
but I might have to work on Sundays as well. *boo*

Yes, I get to work in a lot of divisions,
but the a lot I'm talking here includes sweeping the floor, picking up calls,
distributing leaflets in food courts,
and worst ! staying overnight at the work place !

Ma parents, been complaining since the moment I told them bout this.
They asked me to turn down the job if I am the only one get into the studio.
So Gary, please make sure both of us get in together.
I don't wanna work in UTAR !!!
wtf.

Congrats to Eric and Limi,
for getting into such wonderful company and meeting such wonderful boss
that is willing to let you try everything. =)

I envy you.

On the other hand, good luck to Ai Fen, Ukeat and Ken
for not getting into Purple Cane to sell herbal eggs.

God bless.




[ day 576 ]
xoxo

解脱。
♥ Thursday, November 12, 2009

曾经以为,我已经能把你放下。
曾经以为,我终于得到了解脱,
不再因为你而困扰了。

原来,到了今天,
你在我心目中,
还是占着重要的位子。

你的不理不睬,不闻不问,
让我觉得,你我之间,
不再有联系。

对你说了有关于你的梦,
却没有得到你任何的回应。
告诉过你,
因为不再像从前的我们而感到心痛,
你也对我无动于衷。

也许,这就是别人所说的 ‘一时新鲜感’ 吧。
什么你会珍惜我,什么很庆幸有我,
原来都是骗人的。
是我笨,才会相信你。

我们之间,
不再有我们了。

我们之间,
友情都不存在了吧。


明天,要去面试了。
可是我想,
你应该不会知道吧。

现在紧张的心情,
只想你来舒缓。
可是,
有可能吗?

你,还会为我担心吗?
你,还会为我加油吗?
你,还会记得我吗?




[ day 574 ]
xoxo

kaki bola aku.
♥ Tuesday, November 10, 2009

I am so tired of doing Moral.
It actually took me 2 hours to finish one bodoh theory - Eksistensialisme.

Anyways, while resting,
I would like to blog about some interesting people that I met and hang up with
(not to say a lot, but not less either).

Well, besides Danny and Huey San,
I never mentioned anyone of these people in my blog before.
So people, be proud to appear here. LOL

Let's see. Starting from the right - Jason, Darren, Heng Meng, *idk who* and Danny. =)


There is nothing much to be said except, thanks for being my friends. =)
Having this bunch of people in my life,
really is the best laughing medicine a doctor can ever prescribe.

Their lousy jokes,
can make you laugh till tummy pain.

When they get into action,
it is even better than Mr. Bean.

Of course, kaki bola juga ! lol.
Chelsea. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

Last but not least, guys. Thanks for being part of my life.

You are one gang of people that I do not wish to leave behind in my life. =)

Important people, great memories.
I hope I am the same to you guys.




[ day 572 ]
xoxo

i see rhino !
♥ Monday, November 9, 2009

Spent the weekend in Taiping.


With the 'kai kor', 'dai sou' and Angie.


Although it's short. But I love it. =)


Let's do this more.





[ day 571 ]
xoxo

this is how i catch your eyes.
♥ Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Bodoh streamyx. My house connection is down again.

Guess what !
I have to steal line from Bamboo and it keep on connecting and disconnecting itself.

MSN are unable to sign in stably.
Web pages are unable to load fully.
It keeps on telling me its done when it only loads halfway. wtf.

Never mind bout that.
What I am going to say is that,
I think Kampar is really being cursed with the number 3.

If you people read the Chinese Press,
you should know about the number 3 thingy they were talking about ryte?

Well, today. It happened again.
3 cases of snatch theft.
Being the unlucky one, my housemate was one of them.
When we were in the police station, lodging a report,
there's another two gang of people came.
Same place, same time, same situation, same motorcycle, same guy !
Indian. wtf.
And no, I am not being stereotype.

This place is getting more and more dangerous.
Now I feel like going home.
wtf. I wanna go home so badly.

I bet no students will wanna come study in Kampar anymore.
Kampar is so fucking unsafe these days.

wtf. And I have eff-ing one year plus to go. how !!!

stress. depress. boring ! oh connection ~ please come back to me now.



p/s : you know, people. you can just ignore this stupid post. lol. you know la, being in Kampar with no connection can actually be really depressing. =X




[ day 566 ]
xoxo

r.i.p.
♥ Monday, November 2, 2009

Life is short.
Appreciate it when you have the chance.

Although sometimes things do not go your way, but live life to the fullest.
Live for today and do not regret it.

Life, a thing where none of us have the perfect answer to it.

I remember, we used to see him a lot during breakfast.
We laughed at him, making fun of him,
telling each other that he's like a father,
because we see him flirts with small girls.

Nonetheless, the small girl likes to stick to him.
Sticking near him everywhere he goes.
Sitting next to him, talks to him and all.

Today, shocking news came,
telling that he was drowned with 2 other friends in Kampar waterfall.
I can feel the sadness.

What can we say?
What can we do?
Besides pray, all we can do is still pray.

RIP, James.




[ day 564 ]
xoxo

♥ Friday, October 30, 2009


我,已经习惯了不习惯。

所以,你不需要再出现在我生活里了。





[ day 561 ]
xoxo

♥ Thursday, October 29, 2009


Love does not make the world go round.

It makes the ride worthwhile.




[ day 560 ]
xoxo

the dinner.
♥ Saturday, October 24, 2009

A simple dinner with nothing fancy in it.

A simple birthday dinner with no presents and no celebration. =)

But it was wonderful.

It's all because of the presence of these two people.





Love tonight loads.

Catching up with each others' life.

Gossiping about other people can be really fun when you are with the right person.

Tonight was really wonderful.

Thank you, Lun and Jeng. =)

Especially Lun, I know you had been planning where to bring me and what to eat for dinner.
Although things did not work out the way you planned, but it was all right. I still enjoy tonight.

Appreciate what you two had done for me.




[ day 555 ]
xoxo

♥ Friday, October 23, 2009

I know I know !

I have been disappeared for a long time. I mean really long.

One whole fucking week. Thanks to the stupid lightning that strike kao my internet connection.
But, now I'm back. =)

New modem and a new starting.

WTF. new modem. Money gone. But whatever, I am able to online again. LOL




[ day 554 ]
xoxo

the get-together.
♥ Friday, October 16, 2009

Elaine and Jeck Shen came to look for me yesterday.


Very random. I know.

Went dinner together at QQ steamboat.


Joined by my honey and Sam Lee.


Not full enough, but it was a splendid get-together.


Wonderful get-together. =)
We must do this random shit often. LOL.




[ day 547 ]
xoxo

chocolat-ie.

Last Thursday, it was our usual Foundation Gathering time.


Also an early celebration for Mei Yen's and my birthday. =)
Belated birthday for Ying Zhi.


Thank you all of you for the mini birthday cake. =)
Never expect it, but it is really wonderful.





[ day547 ]
xoxo

the late wishes.
♥ Thursday, October 15, 2009

In the first place, I am sorry that this post comes late.
I do not know what happened to my bloggie, it just won't let me update.
PMS i guess.

Well, belated birthday wishes to both of my importants. =)

My kor and my dai sou !

Happy Belated Birthday,kor.
(7.10.2009)

Happy Belater Birhtday, Sue Yen.
(13.10.2009)




Although the birthday wish came late, but it is very very sincere de.
May all of your dreams come true and I love you guys. alot.




[ day 546 ]
xoxo

back to its own self.

Finally !!

After so long, my blog has returned to its normal self.

Since i-donch-know how long, it won't let me upload pictures and it won't let me publish my post.


Damn emo okay !

No updates, my honey also complain me dy ><

Since today everything is back to normal, I shall update my blog..... LATER.

After my breakfast. LOL




[ day 546 ]
xoxo

bday wish.
♥ Monday, October 5, 2009

Another fella getting older.

21 years old, a legal age for anything and everything.

Be legal !  now you can go 'giu gai' without fear~ lol 


Lol. Uncle Lee ,

Happy 21st Birthday. =)

And I'm pretty sorry that I cannot make it to your "dai sao".
You know la ~ alone ma ~ take public transport will feel scare wan ma ~ bus somore oh ~ hehe ~~



Lol, the only picture we took together since the day we know each other. =p

Happy Birthday lar ~ 


p/s : your photography skill damn cha, so blur~ lol




[ day 536 ]
xoxo

the 6th day.
♥ Sunday, October 4, 2009

It's only holiday for 6 days.

Guess what ! I shopped tooo much !

New clothes, new nail polishes, new belts, new accesories, new new new.

Everything new !

The good news is, I am currently working for my mother's friend, to earn for my own shopping.

RM 5 per hour, that is not bad, and the best thing is, I can work at home and anytime I want.

LOL




[ day 535 ]
xoxo

what say you?
♥ Friday, October 2, 2009

A trip perhaps?

Maybe Genting Highland?

What say you people?

It's holiday, we need it.

D.E.S.P.E.R.A.T.E.L.Y.




[ day 533 ]
xoxo

the love.
♥ Tuesday, September 29, 2009

It has been two years.

You are always the one that stay right beside me when I am happy.

You are always the one who stay right beside me when I am unhappy.

You are always the one who listen to my rants and complaints.

You remembered my everything inside your heart.

You never fight back to whatever I said.

You listen and that's all I need from you.

You never laugh at me when I was in terrible condition.

You never yelled at me when I did things wrongly.


You, will always be my best companion of all.

You, are the best.


I love you. =)






Happy Birthday, bloggie.









[ day 530 ]
xoxo


♥ Monday, September 28, 2009

Happy Holiday  !!! 


=) 

Enjoy your 3 weeks holiday , you PRs.
It has been a very hectic semester but, we made it through. =)

Good job !




[ day 529 ]
xoxo

♥ Sunday, September 27, 2009

怎么了?
昨晚,梦见你了。

一场不开心的梦,
真的可以让人难以入眠。

真的很不开心,
突然好想回家,
回到那不会有你出现的家。




[ day 526 ]
xoxo


love.
♥ Saturday, September 26, 2009

1 more paper to go.

2 days till semester break starts.

I love. =)




[ day 525 ]
xoxo



Bao Bei,

Happy Birthday ! =)





There is no big celebration for you,
There is no big pressie for you,
There is no big big card for you.

But, bao bei remember oh.
I will always care for you.
Will always be with you no matter what happen. =)

So stay strong and be happy always.
And I will always be here for you no matter you are happy or unhappy.


Love you much bao bei.



Once again, Happy Birthday and may all your dreams come true. =)





Loves, sam sau.





[ day 525 ]
xoxo



sun-day.